Bonus Update! Delightful Curves and Soft Skin

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great week! After numerous requests to bring this beauty back! Aingel is back @ GainingGabi.com as the bonus update and in this photo Aingel is leaning down, while laughing. Showing off her big massive boobs and her delightful curves! This set is all about Aingel dancing to some music, see how and what she does to her body as she dances to some tunes for all of us! Join her today @ GainingGabi.com

Hugs,
Gabi

Relaxing....

Today I am relaxing and going to go for a swim later today, go and exercise a bit today, haven't swam laps in a few days and just wanting to swim a bit.

It's easier for me to swim and pull my weight around then it is to walk long distances, plus I just generally like to swim. Its good for the muscles, and for the
heart, got to keep the heart healthy and for stress relief of everyday life.

Planning on relaxing around the house a bit, clean the kitchen from the meal I cooked last night, I think I made everyone have food orgasms it was GREAT!

Thinking about making Mexican sometime this week, but got a vegetarian so thinking about making a batch of veggies for him.

Last night made me realize how much I love to cook and how much I really need to cook more often for friends and family.

Mountains of Fat Harmony

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a fantastic start to a new week! The 1st update of the week is of me Gabi and in this update its all about being romantic and all my awesome mountains of fat and how fat and harmony goes together marvelously in this fantastic set! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set amd how it will bring you into a place of zen and harmony that you wish you could stay in all the time! See you there!

Hugs,
Gabi

NAAFA

Had dinner with two wonderful NAAFA members this evening, we brain stormed on how to get the local chapter more involved in the community. Also spoke with one of the members and they are going to put up a poll to find a new and active president, and I hope I get the opportunity to drive life and passion into this chapter.

Last day with Rick, it was sad seeing him go, and it was interesting to talk into a dead cat mircophone, don't know thats what he told. He recorded my thoughts on size and size acceptance, my belief in people and where I want to go in 5 years.

I thanked him for the opportunity and really hope that the story I told, will inspire generations to come.

Bonus Update! Is This A True Pear shape?

Hey Guys,

Thought I would give everyone a bonus update this week, with the question, is this a true pear shape body or what type do you consider it? In this bonus update it's all about Gabi and in the photo she is sitting and holding her arms to her waist with a very small chair that might bend. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set and see if Gabi can conquer the tiny chair!

Hugs,
Gabi

Why Do I have to Get Stupid Cramps

So last month I got a shot to help so I wouldn't have that time of month, however my body has other plans and today, I tried going swimming and let's just say the pain was so bad, that I couldn't even do what I wanted to do, I only was able to swim for about 20 minutes before giving up, I just feel like curling up into a little ball and hiding for a few days, if it keeps up that is what I will have to do.

Why does the stupid cramps have to happen now?

However I did get to see my wonderful friend today, and it was really awesome seeing someone who I have always known to be in a wheelchair, she was actually able to get into the pool, they had a ramp that went all the way in, including a rusted wheelchair, which it was so rusted that one of the brakes was rusted to the tire, it was crazy but I was so happy to the joy that she swimming even for the few moments really helped her spirit and her mind....

Amatrix Double Belly Delight

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great start to a wonderful week! In this update Amatrix is back at GainingGabi.com ! In this photo Amatrix is on her knees looking at you, with a naughty look on her face, holding her outfit up above her bra and allowing all of her hot belly and fat to hang out. Her Double belly's are any man's delight, so stop by GainingGabi.com to see this hot set you don't want to miss.

Hugs,
Gabi

Photography

This morning was an early start, was out helping being a judge from about 8-1pm.

Got a short nap from 1 to about 3:19pm.

Getting ready for this evening, photo shoot with a new person and it all works out well he will extensivly help with a long term project that will help change minds and to create a new standard in what people of size still can do and are able to do.

Bonus Update: Mystery and Silk

Hey Everyone,

Totally had a OMG moment and didn't realize that I had updated all the boards and not my site, so as a way to say, you ROCK; and that I care about those who come to my site, I have posted a mini bonus set! Me aka Gabi is laying on a soft surface, looking away in a mystic type of way with silk covering my body! This set will take you to a whole new level of erotic experience that you never knew existed! Stop by GainingGabi.com today!

Hugs,
Gabi

Friends Renew The Spirit

I am grateful for the wonderful and goofy friends I have in my life, no matter if they are in this state or not, they always brightening my day and know exactly what to say. It was good hanging out with an old friend today, and getting back to the good old days when life seemed so easy.

Spoke to my friend in Cali today and he said he would know if he has the funding or not to get me to Cali by Sunday, so I shall know if I am going to Cali in the next couple of weeks, that would be awesome, plus I could wear my bikini and get a tan.....does that sound awesome.....

Stupid Fucking Facebook

I am beyond peeved at the moment with facebook, this is the fourth time in less three weeks that my account has been disabled and deleted without warning. What the fuck!?!?!

So I read as to why an account be disabled and I am like WTF, it says that facebook would give warning to a person before deleting there account, but nope, that never happened.

I am so fucking tired of this shit, GOD DAMNIT FACEBOOK, stop DELETING fat people's accounts and not giving us warning.

So if all of a sudden you didn't find me and you were like where did Gabi go, that is why, feel free to find me through this email:

gaininggabi@excite.com

There was so much packed into today....

My morning started early this morning when I received a phone call from Rick Wilking at 8:07 am confirming that we were going to meet at the rec center today, but that is OK, I needed to get up.

So I woke up after he had called and couldn't get back to sleep for the life of me, man did it suck. Any who, I got up and showered and realized I had still had paint on from yesterday I need one of those scrubby things, but it's cool eventually I will get it all off.

This morning I was like I got an interview at 9am and then a food stamp appointment to see about getting more food stamps, cause well honestly I can't eat off of 40 dollars a month, that would make me starve, maybe the lady was trying to tell me I needed a diet, but who knows.

So I hurried out the door to the bus so I could make it downtown in time for my bus ride and for my interview and for my food stamp appointment.

Which I didn't realize that I hadn't grabbed anything to grab and eat on the bus.

So I showed up at my interview with a few minutes to spare an was talking to the staff waiting for the manager to come and speak with me.

So during the interview the person told me I really didn't have the experience to be a host at there establishment but that he liked my friendliness so if all else fails I will get a call from them.

Then I walked around downtown to the food stamp office and spoke to a wonderful and nice case manager and got approved for a bit, which will help me each month actually eat more then Ramon, hurray :)

So then I walked down to the bus stop and got on the 38 bus to head to the rec center, I try to swim a few days a week and I enjoy it overall too.

So on my way to the rec, I ended up talking to this girl named Laura who I could really need a friend and someone willing to listen to her and her problems for a few moments, so her and I got off the bus together and talked for a moment and I think she was touched that someone stop to care about her thoughts and feelings and to tell her that she was awesome just the way she is and that she shouldn't change anything about herself to please a man.

I gave her a hug and made sure she got on the bus going the right direction and continued onto the rec center.

I checked in with the staff at the rec center and was waiting for Jay the manager to come over to check in with me and Rick and all of a sudden a 6 ft 4 man, who looked like my father came walking up.

He looked at me funny and said "hi" in a tense and surprised look, it was my father and for the first time in 5 years I had actually seen him, he made a choice to not involve me in his life when I was about 20 and have sent numerous cards back to me with my first initial and last name, I mean that is pretty damn cold for a father to do to there kids, wouldn't you agree?

Anyways we spoke briefly, it was awkward but I wished him on his way and told him to have a great day, I really don't think he expected to ever see me there, but instead of me throwing punches at him or yelling at him for not being a father like he should, I think I handled if it was a "business" relationship rather then a dad/daughter. It's pretty sad I think and I really wish that my father would grow the fuck up and realize that I am an amazing daughter that he helped to create and that it's his loss that I am not in his life.

I know were not perfect but we all make mistakes and bad choices, but why hold a grudge, life continues, and you learn from the mistakes and such.

So after he left, Jay came over and checked in with me and Rick and just verified who were. I went to get goggles because I ran out the door today and forgot my towel and my goggles, one of those days, I not only forget to eat, I also forget to bring my goggles and towel. LOL

So I left Rick to chat with the manager of the rec and went and bought goggles, and then went and changed into my bathing suit, I so wanted to wear my two piece but they would have required me to wear a t-shirt over it, so the one piece always works well for just swimming.

So I get in the pool and begin swimming laps, after a few laps, Rick says "I'm really impressed at how strong you are, I wouldn't be able to do that", but I guess at this point nothing surprises him, is that a good or bad thing?

So finished my work out, Rick ended up leaving a bit before I left and I started talking to this lady because she was asking about why there was a photographer following me around and said that was cool, then she said "why do you have bruises all over my body" and I had to explain it wasn't bruises it was left over paint from a painting yesterday and she said that was different.

Also met a fantastic lifeguard in the lap pool by the name of Cory, he was a sweetheart and one of the most laid back lifeguards I had ever met, he saved two people's life that day, so bravo for him and that is why we have life guards at pools.

I headed home by bus and stopped by the store and picked up some blueberry Arizona ice tea and some goldfish, I love goldfish......

Exciting Day Indeed

Today was a exciting day for me, however it did start a bit late but man I really believe I opened some eyes today on the world of big people and how one can be art.

This morning was pretty relaxed, just hung out around the house, sent my resume off to a few places, cause rent can't get paid by itself.

So anyways back to the exciting part of the day.

So I was very much impressed with the painter who showed up to paint me, from the moment I started speaking with him two days earlier, he was professional and very kind.

He showed up right on time, as well as Rick Wilking.
His blog from where he works is here, so everyone can understand finally who the hell is Rick.....
http://blogs.reuters.com/rick-wilking/

The painter was named David his model mayhem profile can be viewed here:
http://www.modelmayhem.com/891050

Let me talk a bit about David for a moment, he first stated when he arrived I was the biggest model he had ever worked with and was shocked that I had written numerous other painters and was turned down, but was happy about the opportunity.

David was a real blast to work with, he let me pick my colors and said that out of the favorites I had sent him that he would like to do it but to throw his own style with the design, which is preferred, tells a lot about an artist.

I asked him about the candy paint set and he said he would need much more time to do it, which was totally understandable. David worked at an extreme pace for body painters, at least from those who were in the room, said he was very fast for the body he was working with.

He is very passionate about the human canvas and I really hope he gets the opportunity to paint more amazing bodies and to one day own his paint shop for cars, because this boy has got talent!

Alright, so today was the second day I worked with Rick Wilking's, I really think that I inspired him that things that are positive and art can go together.

He made a comment yesterday that he had never experienced what he had experienced that day, in over 30 years of photo journalism, and what do I do to him again? The same exact thing.

During the time that we were talking he asked me why do I seek out project's like this.

I was like there is a big misconception in society today that big people can't do the same things that skinny people or average sized people do, plus I have always wanted to be painted, mixing paint and a canvas such as a women with curves, is nothing but amazing.

He stuck around for a bit and photographed me being painted, David and all of that and I really got the feeling he was very impressed by the body painter David and I think he really understood why I wanted to show a different art form and bring body painters and women/men of size to a whole new positive light.

So in 30 years, Rick got two days that he thought he would never experience or imagine in his life.

It was nice showing that not only can I have a positive attitude one day, but it's the same day in and day out.

I hope that he does a story on the world of body paint and how a person's body can be an awesome canvas for beautiful things.

I am looking forward to the rest of the week and going swimming tomorrow or Thursday and really excited about the bit, yes fat people do exercise. haha

Anyways that is my diary for the day, but all I have to say is that today again lite the fire and door for more exciting things and I hope to continue to push the envelope on what a big person can do and to break the molds of what is "accepted" in society.

Here is a few photos from today, enjoy!

I dreamed.....

So last night I was laying in bed focusing my energy on positive things in life and the dream I remember when I woke up this morning was.....

I dreamed about money and having lots of it. I dreams of having 50's and hundreds.

Is that my future so that I can get caught up on rent and have money for wonderful amounts of food.

Keep dreaming that and it will happen in no time.

Paparzzi....

Had my first experience as if I was followed around by a paparazzi. Rick Wilking followed me around today as I did various shoots and hear about what I thought on size and size acceptance.


I am also working with him tomorrow as well with body painting with a painter named David. Really excited and looking forward to this very much and will write more when I am not tired or falling asleep at the keyboard.

Buxom Beauty Plays In The Park

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great start to a new week! In this update it's about about the buxom beauty Gabi. In this photo, the main photo you can see Gabi stuck between two bars and pushing her fat towards you. In the three other sample pictures, you get to come along and see all the fun Gabi is having at the park and playground! So stop by GainingGabi.com to see this new and hot set!

Much Love,
Gabi

Reuters....

Late last night I was contacted through a personal message from Rick Wilking, who is a photographer for Reuters which is an online source for news, including but, not limited to NBC, MSNBC and other big source news sources online.

Rick said he wanted to a do a project on plus size women and those who are happy with themselves and that he was contacting different people around Denver who where comfortable in there own skin.

There is no pay for this type of project but I think this would be a good opportunity all around in helping the world to accept all sizes and shapes.

This morning I logged in and the message I read last night, was no more, not exactly sure what happened but I did contact Rick through email and really hope that you may contact me in the future for this project.

I realize that the one place that we have issue with "Fat" people or people of size are those of us in America, other places around the world size is welcomed and not neccassary a bad thing....

I have done everything I can to get this project rolling but I do hope that I am able to be apart of this project and show that yes plus size people can be happy too.

Bonus Update! It's All About BBW Drow's Big Belly!

Hey Everyone,

Guess who is back at GainingGabi.com? BBW Drow has stopped by to enlighten us all in her awesome growing body. In this photo you get to see all of BBW Drow softness with her massive growing belly, she is biting her lip ever so sweetly and is grabbing her belly with one hand. Plus there is three teaser pictures with this update photo so you can get to see what is inside and how much Drow has grown. BBW Drow wanted me to tell everyone that she has gained over 40 pounds for all those who enjoy extra pushin for the cushion! So stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set of a natural redhead!

Hugs,
Gabi

My Frustrations.....

I am not really sure what is going on with my financial stands at the moment but the last year or so has been a real struggle and the last few months have been even worse.

I have all these bills stacked against me and not enough money to cover the bills and the responsibilities that I have to cover.

It is scary when the barrel that one is looking down is really scary and that one begins to get stressed out and not knowing what to do.

When one's income goes from manageable to OMG, its just change, how I will survive off the little bit of change I have and the little bit of money that I have to survive.

The situation at the moment is scary and I really don't know how I will pay the basic life necessities this coming month or months I shall say.

I have been laid off my real life job because of the economy, when the economy bounces back, I maybe able to return to it and get back to life as I know it.

I am actually scared as to how I will survive the coming months.....

How will I cover travel costs, like basic bus service, rent and food.

My financial situation has become dire and I have to do something before it gets any worse.

Maybe move to Antarctica.......

Finally.....

About a year ago I had a blog and took it down because I really didn't want family reading it, however with recent developments in my life, I feel as if it might be ok to write again, and soon show my mom and family that being big and being a web model isn't a bad thing. I know my mom totally doesn't understand it and not sure if she ever will, but I hope that with time and patience and some understanding that modeling is apart of who I am and very much apart of size acceptance.

I have realized that even though people may not understand why I do what I do or why I model, but I mean speaking on size acceptance and also doing more, like being a plus size model, is doing it too, does that count?

I understand that with a blog it helps not only for people to understand what is going on in one's life, where I plan to go, my thoughts and feelings and also it shows people who are interested in me more about my websites and if after reading this blog they can discover me and the other details about my life, including my modeling.

I plan to write at least 2-3 times a week here and family now know about my modeling, even though they may night understand it, that it's all on the table and hope in due time they will come to love that side of self awareness and love for oneself.

This is all new for me, its unfamiliar and it's really different being totally honest about my modeling and all that, but in time I hope that become easier with my family.

Hopefully this new development will grow with our relationship with trust and love and understand that this is who I am and it's not a bad thing.