Belly Goodness

So the update of the week is focused on all my belly goodness. In this photo Gabi aka me, is holding the massive belly with both hands, with a tight white top smiling to you. Stop by GainingGabi.com for those belly lovers dream.

Hugs,
Gabi

Dangerous: Dagger Play

Got creative and wanted to be a girly girl and play with daggers to, that is how this set was created and in visioned. In this photo Gabi is holding a dagger to her tiny little nipple with a deep look of intent on her pretty little face. Gabi is covered with balloons around her feet, come inside and see how she likes to be dangerous. See you at GainingGabi.com

Much Love,
Gabi

Big Thighs, Big Butt, Massive Belly

The update for the week is of Gabi, she is in her stunning teal dress, super high heels, red pants, and kneeling with one knee on a chair, showing off all of her soft fat dimples on her thighs and butt, plus the softness of her belly. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see the rest of the stunning yet elegant set.

Hugs,
Gabi

Are you a foot lover? Then click here!

The update for this week is of me Gabi, bound at the feet with rope you would find at a farm or feed store, my feet are up on a chair for all those who are into feet, I have fishnet leggings on and wearing a red nighty, with my fat oozing everywhere, so stop by GainingGabi.com to see this naughty foot fetish set.

Hugs,
Gabi

Special Request: Tied Up Piggy

So I got a request to go a little more extreme after my last special request for a piggy costume, so this weeks update its all about being tied up with a piggy nose, oink oink! In this photo Gabi is laying on her back with some grapes covered her pussy and clit and fruit right below her, she is tied with rope you would find on a farm, this update is for the more extreme piggy fetishist, so stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set!

XOXO,
Gabi

Bonus Update: Viollette Luxe Sunbathing In The Backyard

So the bonus update for this week is of the beautiful babe Viollette Luxe. In this photo she is kneeling agasint her wall in the backyard, making all of her fat squish together, come by GainingGabi.com to see her lay and tan and show off her sexy body, thighs, big arms and sexy bellies.

XOXO,
Gabi

Looking At Fat In A Whole New Light *Halloween Set*

This week I decided to dress in a cute fat girl from New Orleans, with a cute purple mask and a boa, I am sitting right in front of you, all my fat showing off how supple and soft I am. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this cute halloween set that includes over 50+ pictures.

XOXO,
Gabi

Fattie In A Tight Dress

This week it's all about Gabi in a bright teal dress that is well, way to small for her, but the good thing for her fans, in this outfit you can see every curve in detail through this sexy dress. In this photo Gabi is sitting with one leg bent and the other extended forward, holding her belly and staring right at you, inviting you into her sexy seduction of this set! Join Gabi @ gaininggabi.com to see and all of her awesome curves, bare and in tight clothing.

Hugs,
Gabi

Hot N Sexy In The Shower

Viollette Luxe wanted share something very special with all of us! For the very first time in her modeling career she has decided to do full nudity, for all those who keep asking! In this photo Viollette Luxe is holding her hands up on the shower wall with water streaming down her back. With all of her beautiful wet fat showing off how sexy n' hot her body is, undressed! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this wet set that will make you cum for hours.

See you there!
XOXO,
Gabi

Title Way Belly and Thighs + Video

Bonus Update this week for all the good and awesome people out there tonight! In this photo, it's Gabi's massive thighs and her big belly and she is just making her thighs and belly go in a tidal wave motion. Make sure you don't get sea sickness, hehe. Plus a 4+ minute video, all can be seen at gaininggabi.com

Hugs,
Gabi

Got a Stocking Fetish on a Hot Swedish Girl?

This week I decided to spice it up a bit with the spooky girl background! In this week's update its all spooky green and a hot Swedish girl Gabi in black stocking. In this photo she is holding up her belly so everyone can see not only have long it hangs but how massive it is, just in general. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this spooky stocking set! See you there!

Hugs,
Gabi

The Tattooed Belly Girl Is Back! + Video

Viollette Luxe really wanted to be all that each of you think about this week, so she decided to throw out a bonus update, with her rubbing lotion all over her hot bellies and talking to you, to the point you will really want to come, plus this update includes a 3+ minute video, so stop by GainingGabi.com while this video is still hot!

Hugs,
Gabi

Viollette Luxe is Back!!!

After a long break Viollette Luxe is back and more beautiful then ever! She brings you into nature, a little smoking and a whole bunch of outdoor belly fetish. In this picture Viollette Luxe is wearing a black and white dress, pulled up ever so sweetly. She is seating in a seat with both of her bellies, being shown off as the beautiful bellies they are! So stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set you really don't want to miss from this hot babe!

Hugs,
Gabi

Super Fat Girl With An Awesome Belly Hang and A Huge Foot Fetish!

Everyone this update is a special treat to two very special groups of FA's. One to all those who love long and thick belly hangs, one's where you can tell how awesome it is and is becoming. That is update picture one! In update picture two it is for all the foot fetish fans out there and this is a huge part of this set. In this photo Gabi is sitting in a chair holding her massive belly that is squished by her legs, she is wearing hot pink fish nets and she has some hot long feet to truly enjoy! So stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set that will tease and please any FA!

Love,
Gabi

Oink Oink Goes The Little Pig

This update is creative and a new experience for Gabi. In this update is Gabi being a little princess and piggy all at once, including teasing all her viewers of all her big curves and just having a good ole' pig time! So stop by GainingGabi.com if you have a pig fetish and want to see a super sized beauty enjoying her piggy self.

Love,
Gabi

New Comparison Photo!

Comparison. The picture on the left was taken late 2009, I believe around October and the one on the right, me in purple was taken in June 2010. Enjoy!

SSBBW Goddess! Huge In The Outdoors

Hey Guys,


I'm back!!!!! In this update it's the huge and hot Gabi in a tight pink top and stretch pants in the outdoors. I want to give a little more to say I LOVE YOU Guys, so my second update picture, is of me in a super cute purple top and my black pants, walking down the trail, you get to see all my curves and how much I have filled into my curves! I'm massively huge in these pictures and set and growing every day! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this cute set you don't want to miss! Tight clothing, sexy outfits, and larger then life goddess in nature!

XOXO,
Gabi

Softer & Fluffier Then A Pillsbury Dough Boy

The first update is of all Gabi's soft and wonderful curves. Her fat rolls and how soft and fluffy they have become. In this photo Gabi is teasing you with bright red lipstick, teasing you with her tongue. From above you can see all of Gabi's rolls from her breasts down and her in a tight g-string. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this update and how fluffy and soft fat rolls can be!

Hugs,
Gabi

Bent Over Giantess Ass and Massive Belly

This is part two of the bikini set. In this photo Gabi is bent over with her ass in the air and her belly squished in the bikini bottom with her massive belly oozing out. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see the rest of this set that will make you want more of this Giantess.

See you there!
XOXO,
Gaining Gabi

Snacking Fatty In Bed

It's super hot outside and there is even no A/C where I live, so what to do on a hot summer day and it's too hot to go outside? Well join me Gabi snacking out on a big bowl of pasta, cheetos and girl scout cookies and see how much I eat and how full I get. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this hot update where this hot fatty is stuffing my face beyond belief. See you there.

Hugs,
Gabi

Snacking Fatty In Bed

It's super hot outside and there is even no A/C where I live, so what to do on a hot summer day and it's too hot to go outside? Well join me Gabi snacking out on a big bowl of pasta, cheetos and girl scout cookies and see how much I eat and how full I get. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this hot update where this hot fatty is stuffing my face beyond belief. See you there.

Hugs,
Gabi

Voluptuous SSBBW In A Super Tight Bikini

What does a fat girl do when she has no water, or ocean but wants to get a nice tan and show off her fat? In this update is Gabi and she is in a beautiful bikini that a few months ago was lose on me, now its beyond tight, but that just shows off all my fluffy soft fat. I am standing in front of Red Rocks in my bikini and my fat is just going everywhere, come by and see this update @ GainingGabi.com including full nude shots, over 50 pictures, from my day at the rocks!

XOXO,
Gabi

Gabi's back and busting out

First update of the first week of July, early for the celebration of the 4th and my birthday which is Monday, hurray. Anyways, man did I miss everyone, but I am back and even more enormous as ever. In this picture sitting on a red rock, and my jeans are so tight that when I sat down, I began busting out, but when I really think about it, I am busting out even when I am standing in them. Stop by to see this outdoor naughty nudity set @ GainingGabi.com today!

Love,
Gabi

Squished Fat, Tied Up and Bound, Just For You!

Hello Ladies and Gents,

A fresh new update this week, with Gabi, aka me, in this photo I am standing over you, you are below me, right under my massive curves and all of them are squished in tight rope. My hands are tied, what are you going to do? Stop by GainingGabi.com to see how else I am bound and show me what you will do to me! See you there!

XOXO,
Gabi

Gabi's Weigh In

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a blessed week! The first update of the week is of Gabi and she is standing on a scale, in a tight black skirt and a tight black bra. You can clearly see her standing on a scale, so stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set and how much she currently weighs! See you there.

XOXO,
Gabi

Sad Day Today

Today was a sad day and I thought it wouldn't affect me that much or make me upset. I had spoken to the person a few times and they were the person in charge of keeping the bank account on the right track. He was always warm and friendly, full of laughter and joy. He has been struggling with cancer on and off for the past three years and the past six month it got really bad and he was placed into Hospice care. I recieved an email this morning that someone who was important to the mission and was very positive in light, passed away this morning.

I recieved an email this morning and thought it really wasn't going to affect me, but it did, I got all frustrated at first that he was taken from this earth and I didn't get to say good bye or my thoughts for him always being so kind to me.

This afternoon I just began crying, remember his spirit, remembering how he was always positive for life and for the passion that anything is possible, no matter the limiations that were put forth, anything is possible.

Today I mourn for him and his family.

Golden Gate

Went with a good friend over the weekend to Golden Gate, it was good to just go to the track, not bet, just enjoy the horses, the jockey's and the atomsphere. I think this is what I needed, missing being around the beautiful creatures and the wonderful people that go along with it. I need to do this alot more often!

Overflowing Soft Fluffy Fat

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a wonderful week! In the first update of the week it's of Gabi. She is sitting in a chair, holding her hip in a polka dot shirt and a white bra. In this photo Gabi is looking at you with a face of intent, and it's all about her soft fluffy belly and back fat just overflowing from her! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this elegant yet sexy set!

Hugs,
Gabi

caution: big curves ahead

Hey Everyone,

Thought it was a perfect time for an awesome bonus update, showing off all my awesome new curves I have been growing these past few weeks. You can really tell it by how big my belly is hanging and how my upper belly is actually turning into a massive second belly! What’s even better that second belly you can see how massive the curves are 360 degree’s around! In this photo it’s Gabi and I am standing over you, my curves are big and curvy that they just grow beyond the photo! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this bonus update that includes a 2 + minute jiggle and shake belly rub!

Hugs,Gabi

belly rolls & cake

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a fantastic and wonderful start of a new week! The first update of the week is of Gabi, the growing goddess! In this update it’s all about her awesome fat, fluffy fat and super soft rolls! Plus she is making an awesome cake with fresh strawberries which is framed by her awesome fat! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this 60+ photo set!

XOXO,Gabi

The Amatrix Drama

There are two sides to every story and I would appreciate at least the chance to tell mine in a more logical manner user facts, not exaggerations.

Amatrix is lying to you. I'm done trying to turn the other cheek.

I've been trying to avoid the drama but its' reached the point now where it has to be answered because there are always two sides to every story.
Amatrix says in her blog:

"They [the cops] called her and told her to not threaten me, leave me be and not post anything about me anymore. They told her to delete my phone number and not bother me. They said the same thing to me.
I followed those directions."

No. She didn't. She has been posting pot shots at me for using pictures she legally sold and decided well after the fact she deserved more for. And then lied, publicly, about not getting paid. And then posted on her own site even though it's so far in violation of the law I could have it shut down right now if I were that spiteful. She admits she lied in a very excuse laden and roundabout way in her blog to make herself the victim. And for the record the police told me she had no claim for harassment, they just didn't want to be bothered with this sort of childish drama. If she actually could have filed charges, based on all the hate and spite she has for me, don't you think she would have?

Amatrix also says in her blog:

"So I had a wild hair up my bum, with a couple beers and some smoke *not an excuse, but I didn't care...* I wrote on one of her posts about me that I was never paid, and I was so thin in those pictures... I said she was false advertising because I am NO longer her model, no longer that thin, and no longer her friend due to her business action."

Read that again from the point of view of a business person who paid her for pictures. That's a written confession that she ignored what the police told her, and that she KNEW she was deliberately doing something wrong - otherwise why would she say "not an excuse" - her entire blog entry is nothing but a rambling ling-winded and revealing excuse about who she really is. She was paid, and no matter how she tries to wriggle out of it through several long winded paragraphs - she agreed to a deal, signed a contract, and then when she didn't like the terms after the fact she demanded more. That's what all this is about. She's pissed off that she sold something, has seller's remorse, and because I didn't agree to just hand over more to her than we agreed to, she thinks that by distorting what happened she'll hurt my business. She is trying to make sure no BBW models will work with me to "punish" me for not giving into her demands back then.

She's been taking little pot shots over at Fantasy Feeder and privately to anyone who would listen for months. She signed a model release, and then publicly lied about it at bbwclubs for the sole purpose of harming my reputation and business (which pretty much defines slander, thanks for the admission in writing :) ). This is shoestring operation. I don't have the money the big time operators have and everyone knows that. I'm driven to be better, and to succeed, but to do it without hurting people and hopefully making friends along the way. She wants you to think everyone hates me now because that's her little fantasy and that's what shes been trying to make come true ever since I refused to give her more than we agreed to in WRITING way back when. Sorry, Amatrix, but that's just not the case, and anyone who listens to BOTH sides of the argument should be able to see that.

I didn't start a fight with her, she has made a conscious choice to go after me, time and time again, under some ridiculous belief that she could throw rocks at me because she had called the cops (who have always felt this was a ridiculous matter and have never taken it seriously) and that she could say or do whatever she wanted to me and I would have to just turn the other cheek (as I've done for months now) and take hit, after hit, after hit. She's obsessed with hurting me and it stops NOW.

I never intentionally posted her private information in a public place - she can try to make it sound that way but it's not true and anyone who looks at what happened - and her absolutely impossible to believe claims after the fact really do show how insane she is:

"Someone on bbwclubs named Kev asked to see the model release, and she posted it.
I was asleep, and heard my phone ringing off the hook. I thought something was wrong with the boyfriend.
So I checked my phone and had over 50 calls from all over the world... a few voice mails that were creepy as shit, and a few threatening me.
Literally telling me they were going to cut my throat, and junk."

Read that again, please. And use your brain. At night, on a niche fetish board, a private communication occurred in which proof was sent ONLY to clear a lie she told about me in a public place (she admits it later, keep reading). For you to believe her, her claim requires that there were hundreds of global hackers who sit at their keyboards waiting and probing, cracking the website's code every few minutes on this one particular niche website in the hopes that the world-famous Amatrix's identity will be someday be outed if they are super-diligent so that they can descend upon her from around the world like some evil cyber-army. Furthermore, within minutes of a private correspondence hundreds of hackers somehow knew THIS WAS THE MOMENT and swarmed in, got her identity, and at least a quarter of them immediately searched her out, got her phone number and decided it would be a great idea to call and threaten her life in an age where anyone who knows enough to hack a website also knows about that whole "Caller ID" thing? Because they all apparently hate her sooo much they were waiting for her model release to get posted in a private forum where they knew to ... I mean do I need to keep going? Really? Over 50 calls? REALLY? At night. From all over the world. Threatening to cut her throat. Within minutes of a private correspondance. Does ANYONE really believe that happened?

She's making stuff up, again. She does this a lot, exaggerates beyond any believable amount for attention and to hurt anyone who doesn't do what she says. And guys go along with it as long as she provides a sexy face and body to fap to. I already know they'll ignore most of the proven facts I'm posting here, in contrast to her made up stories and innuendos, because they don't want to face the truth about her.

Let's see what else she says in her blog post:
"When they finally returned my messages on bbwclubs, they were like- only models can see that post and they have better things to do then to call you.
They called me a liar and told me I needed to stop accusing Gabi of stealing my pictures, even though I had admitted I signed the release- She made me, I would not have gotten the 25 bucks if I had not signed it...* I admitted to them I was paid..."
Back up. Rewind.
" I had admitted I signed the release... I admitted to them I was paid..."

I can provide MANY examples of where she posted publicly this was not the case. That's pretty much defines "liar".

"I am livid she is still posting there."

Too bad. I know that's what she is really after, and has been for months, to drive me away from the community I love. I was willing to live and let live but she, the other hand:

"That is most of the story, I left out some mean things that are insulting to her, and other models."
[Too bad you haven't had this attitude until now, after you started this fire]
"LOL, sorry for so long of a story but you can see that I admitted to kinda egging her on via bbwclubs thread/forums..."

Yes you have. Consistently. People talk to multiple people online. You can't say you haven't been talking about me badly, everyone knows you have. Again, you keep lying and lying and making excuses for it, trying to minimize your part in starting all of this and pointing fingers at the person who was just trying to defend herself. And for successfully defending myself by PROVING you are a liar, you went into full on psycho revenge mode - with 2 hate-filled personal attacks. And, unlike me, she publicly posted my name in a very deliberate attempt to get people to come after me in a personal manner. I would never do something so hateful and vicious. It's time to actually defend myself.

In all my time on these boards I don't think I've ever seen anyone do what you've done. And what's borderline hilarious about it is that her second blog post says:
" I am not going to pursue this further."
"I shake my head. I really do not wish her harm, as I know this whole blog has reached people far and wide in the community... "

Let me get this straight, after admitting to lying about me, after admitting to egging me on, and little gems like:
"GET A MOTHERFUCKING JOB YOU STUPID BITCH"
"You are a horrible person, the worst person I have ever met."
"Also... I thought you had to be pretty to be a model. Just sayin...."

She says all this and then wants everyone to drop it? You don't punch someone in the face and then turn around and go "Oh, fight's over, no need to pursue this further."

Let's read this quote from her:
"She [meaning me, Gabi] is a vile woman, and karma has kicked her down once before. I know what I did to her was not right, I should have kept my mouth shut... but did my crime of disagreeing with her deserve this punishment?"

I never intended to "punish" her, but when attacked in public I damned sure have a right to defend myself from someone who admits over and over again that she started this. What other choice did I have? If I hadn't provided proof of her release they would have let her slander stand.
Oh, one more thing. In her blog posts she says she talked to the mods about how angry she was that I was still allowed to post there considering the rule that she knows full well about:

"I asked why she was still allowed to post on the boards, because the rules say if you post someones personal info you can and will be banned with no choice."

Now it should be obvious to her that when the MODS at that board specifically ask for something that's obviously an exception - and they only asked me for the release she signed in order to clear my name. Something I would have not had to do had she not lied about me in the first place. When her lie was revealed - she made up this crazy story about 50 midnight stalkers to get away from the real point - that she really is, as her sig says, full of Sugar and Spite. Kiss her ass, tell her she's wonderful and she'll say anything you want to hear - but don't give into her demands even when she has no right to demand, and she'll come after you with a vicious vengeance.

Amatrix, you have linked your blog to other boards. You've made sure everyone has seen your blog. Go up and read the rule that you quoted about outing other models, that you obviously knew about while writing your blogspot post. You deliberately, and with full knowledge of the consequences, chose to violate that rule by posting *my* personal information in a very public place - not to defend yourself from slander like I did, but to incite people to "get" me. Well, it's happening. I'm getting the hate mail you were praying I'd get, and the threats. Nothing I ever did meant for that to happen to you, and considering your insane claims I doubt they really have. Any sane person reading those claims really should know better than to believe that. But you have called for hatred against me. There's the real difference between us, for all your explanations and excuses it's your deeds, not your words, that matter. If you wonder why I am not banned (for complying with what the mods asked of me) I really have to wonder now how you haven't been banned - considering you didn't "out" me to clear your name, you did it clearly hoping to get people to hurt me.

No matter what anyone else says or does after this, everyone should remember which of us made an honest mistake to clear our name from what was an admitted lie by the other, and which of us deliberately outed the location and name another model with the sole intent of causing her personal harm. This is the difference between us. And I may be repeating myself but this point needs to be driven home. Even after all the horrible, mean spirited things she has said about me I still haven't called her ugly, or horrible, or a bitch, or posted her name here (even though I could) - and I won't. Because that's not who I am. She has no problem doing that. Go back and read her post again, please read all of it, even the stuff that might be unflattering to me - I know I'm not perfect, and I don't have a lot of money to spend, but I try to get along with everyone and make everyone around me happy when I can. After you read my post and then hers decide which one of us is more likely to be telling the truth.
Sadly, I already know that no matter how much hard proof I supply every fact will be explained away by someone who only sees her through rose-colored fap-glasses. Supposed admirers of BBWs are saying the kinds of things about me that should horrify any self-respecting plus sized woman. But apparently it's okay to make fun of someone's appearance if you like someone else better?
Last thing I read from her:
"I am okay now, but not sorry. I did what I felt I needed to do, and now people know."
I think it sums it up, she's better now, because she's hurt me. That's all she's been trying to do for so long that it must feel wonderful for her. What a wonderful person. Sugar and spite, indeed. She keeps saying I'm threatening her, and I've been saying NOTHING to defend myself until now because it's obvious that she isn't going to stop until I do. There are two sides to this story, and I wonder how many people will actually try to have anything approaching an open mind...

nothing like a muddy buddies day!

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great start to a wonderful week! In this update it’s all about Vegging and much needed relaxation! In this photo it’s me also known as Gabi and in this photo I am hanging out in a cute little orange chair and a foot stool that looks just like tiger feet! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this update of me hanging out at home and veggin’ in true comfort!

XOXO,Gabi

Nothing Like A Muddy Buddies Day!

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great start to a wonderful week! In this update it's all about Vegging and much needed relaxation! In this photo it's me also known as Gabi and in this photo I am hanging out in a cute little orange chair and a foot stool that looks just like tiger feet! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this update of me hanging out at home and veggin' in true comfort!

XOXO,
Gabi

holding roses & grabbing some supersized fat!

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great day and a great start to a fantastic week! The first update of the week is of Gabi and she is wearing a black and white polka dot skirt and a nice red print shirt, with her flowing blonde hair and holding white roses and grabbing her massive roll! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this romantic set, you would be foolish to miss!

Hugs,
Gabi

Thought For The Day....

Life always has ways of surviving one person or another, and can brighten your day when your least expecting it and needing it!

Bonus Update! Delightful Curves and Soft Skin

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great week! After numerous requests to bring this beauty back! Aingel is back @ GainingGabi.com as the bonus update and in this photo Aingel is leaning down, while laughing. Showing off her big massive boobs and her delightful curves! This set is all about Aingel dancing to some music, see how and what she does to her body as she dances to some tunes for all of us! Join her today @ GainingGabi.com

Hugs,
Gabi

Relaxing....

Today I am relaxing and going to go for a swim later today, go and exercise a bit today, haven't swam laps in a few days and just wanting to swim a bit.

It's easier for me to swim and pull my weight around then it is to walk long distances, plus I just generally like to swim. Its good for the muscles, and for the
heart, got to keep the heart healthy and for stress relief of everyday life.

Planning on relaxing around the house a bit, clean the kitchen from the meal I cooked last night, I think I made everyone have food orgasms it was GREAT!

Thinking about making Mexican sometime this week, but got a vegetarian so thinking about making a batch of veggies for him.

Last night made me realize how much I love to cook and how much I really need to cook more often for friends and family.

Mountains of Fat Harmony

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a fantastic start to a new week! The 1st update of the week is of me Gabi and in this update its all about being romantic and all my awesome mountains of fat and how fat and harmony goes together marvelously in this fantastic set! Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set amd how it will bring you into a place of zen and harmony that you wish you could stay in all the time! See you there!

Hugs,
Gabi

NAAFA

Had dinner with two wonderful NAAFA members this evening, we brain stormed on how to get the local chapter more involved in the community. Also spoke with one of the members and they are going to put up a poll to find a new and active president, and I hope I get the opportunity to drive life and passion into this chapter.

Last day with Rick, it was sad seeing him go, and it was interesting to talk into a dead cat mircophone, don't know thats what he told. He recorded my thoughts on size and size acceptance, my belief in people and where I want to go in 5 years.

I thanked him for the opportunity and really hope that the story I told, will inspire generations to come.

Bonus Update! Is This A True Pear shape?

Hey Guys,

Thought I would give everyone a bonus update this week, with the question, is this a true pear shape body or what type do you consider it? In this bonus update it's all about Gabi and in the photo she is sitting and holding her arms to her waist with a very small chair that might bend. Stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set and see if Gabi can conquer the tiny chair!

Hugs,
Gabi

Why Do I have to Get Stupid Cramps

So last month I got a shot to help so I wouldn't have that time of month, however my body has other plans and today, I tried going swimming and let's just say the pain was so bad, that I couldn't even do what I wanted to do, I only was able to swim for about 20 minutes before giving up, I just feel like curling up into a little ball and hiding for a few days, if it keeps up that is what I will have to do.

Why does the stupid cramps have to happen now?

However I did get to see my wonderful friend today, and it was really awesome seeing someone who I have always known to be in a wheelchair, she was actually able to get into the pool, they had a ramp that went all the way in, including a rusted wheelchair, which it was so rusted that one of the brakes was rusted to the tire, it was crazy but I was so happy to the joy that she swimming even for the few moments really helped her spirit and her mind....

Amatrix Double Belly Delight

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great start to a wonderful week! In this update Amatrix is back at GainingGabi.com ! In this photo Amatrix is on her knees looking at you, with a naughty look on her face, holding her outfit up above her bra and allowing all of her hot belly and fat to hang out. Her Double belly's are any man's delight, so stop by GainingGabi.com to see this hot set you don't want to miss.

Hugs,
Gabi

Photography

This morning was an early start, was out helping being a judge from about 8-1pm.

Got a short nap from 1 to about 3:19pm.

Getting ready for this evening, photo shoot with a new person and it all works out well he will extensivly help with a long term project that will help change minds and to create a new standard in what people of size still can do and are able to do.

Bonus Update: Mystery and Silk

Hey Everyone,

Totally had a OMG moment and didn't realize that I had updated all the boards and not my site, so as a way to say, you ROCK; and that I care about those who come to my site, I have posted a mini bonus set! Me aka Gabi is laying on a soft surface, looking away in a mystic type of way with silk covering my body! This set will take you to a whole new level of erotic experience that you never knew existed! Stop by GainingGabi.com today!

Hugs,
Gabi

Friends Renew The Spirit

I am grateful for the wonderful and goofy friends I have in my life, no matter if they are in this state or not, they always brightening my day and know exactly what to say. It was good hanging out with an old friend today, and getting back to the good old days when life seemed so easy.

Spoke to my friend in Cali today and he said he would know if he has the funding or not to get me to Cali by Sunday, so I shall know if I am going to Cali in the next couple of weeks, that would be awesome, plus I could wear my bikini and get a tan.....does that sound awesome.....

Stupid Fucking Facebook

I am beyond peeved at the moment with facebook, this is the fourth time in less three weeks that my account has been disabled and deleted without warning. What the fuck!?!?!

So I read as to why an account be disabled and I am like WTF, it says that facebook would give warning to a person before deleting there account, but nope, that never happened.

I am so fucking tired of this shit, GOD DAMNIT FACEBOOK, stop DELETING fat people's accounts and not giving us warning.

So if all of a sudden you didn't find me and you were like where did Gabi go, that is why, feel free to find me through this email:

gaininggabi@excite.com

There was so much packed into today....

My morning started early this morning when I received a phone call from Rick Wilking at 8:07 am confirming that we were going to meet at the rec center today, but that is OK, I needed to get up.

So I woke up after he had called and couldn't get back to sleep for the life of me, man did it suck. Any who, I got up and showered and realized I had still had paint on from yesterday I need one of those scrubby things, but it's cool eventually I will get it all off.

This morning I was like I got an interview at 9am and then a food stamp appointment to see about getting more food stamps, cause well honestly I can't eat off of 40 dollars a month, that would make me starve, maybe the lady was trying to tell me I needed a diet, but who knows.

So I hurried out the door to the bus so I could make it downtown in time for my bus ride and for my interview and for my food stamp appointment.

Which I didn't realize that I hadn't grabbed anything to grab and eat on the bus.

So I showed up at my interview with a few minutes to spare an was talking to the staff waiting for the manager to come and speak with me.

So during the interview the person told me I really didn't have the experience to be a host at there establishment but that he liked my friendliness so if all else fails I will get a call from them.

Then I walked around downtown to the food stamp office and spoke to a wonderful and nice case manager and got approved for a bit, which will help me each month actually eat more then Ramon, hurray :)

So then I walked down to the bus stop and got on the 38 bus to head to the rec center, I try to swim a few days a week and I enjoy it overall too.

So on my way to the rec, I ended up talking to this girl named Laura who I could really need a friend and someone willing to listen to her and her problems for a few moments, so her and I got off the bus together and talked for a moment and I think she was touched that someone stop to care about her thoughts and feelings and to tell her that she was awesome just the way she is and that she shouldn't change anything about herself to please a man.

I gave her a hug and made sure she got on the bus going the right direction and continued onto the rec center.

I checked in with the staff at the rec center and was waiting for Jay the manager to come over to check in with me and Rick and all of a sudden a 6 ft 4 man, who looked like my father came walking up.

He looked at me funny and said "hi" in a tense and surprised look, it was my father and for the first time in 5 years I had actually seen him, he made a choice to not involve me in his life when I was about 20 and have sent numerous cards back to me with my first initial and last name, I mean that is pretty damn cold for a father to do to there kids, wouldn't you agree?

Anyways we spoke briefly, it was awkward but I wished him on his way and told him to have a great day, I really don't think he expected to ever see me there, but instead of me throwing punches at him or yelling at him for not being a father like he should, I think I handled if it was a "business" relationship rather then a dad/daughter. It's pretty sad I think and I really wish that my father would grow the fuck up and realize that I am an amazing daughter that he helped to create and that it's his loss that I am not in his life.

I know were not perfect but we all make mistakes and bad choices, but why hold a grudge, life continues, and you learn from the mistakes and such.

So after he left, Jay came over and checked in with me and Rick and just verified who were. I went to get goggles because I ran out the door today and forgot my towel and my goggles, one of those days, I not only forget to eat, I also forget to bring my goggles and towel. LOL

So I left Rick to chat with the manager of the rec and went and bought goggles, and then went and changed into my bathing suit, I so wanted to wear my two piece but they would have required me to wear a t-shirt over it, so the one piece always works well for just swimming.

So I get in the pool and begin swimming laps, after a few laps, Rick says "I'm really impressed at how strong you are, I wouldn't be able to do that", but I guess at this point nothing surprises him, is that a good or bad thing?

So finished my work out, Rick ended up leaving a bit before I left and I started talking to this lady because she was asking about why there was a photographer following me around and said that was cool, then she said "why do you have bruises all over my body" and I had to explain it wasn't bruises it was left over paint from a painting yesterday and she said that was different.

Also met a fantastic lifeguard in the lap pool by the name of Cory, he was a sweetheart and one of the most laid back lifeguards I had ever met, he saved two people's life that day, so bravo for him and that is why we have life guards at pools.

I headed home by bus and stopped by the store and picked up some blueberry Arizona ice tea and some goldfish, I love goldfish......

Exciting Day Indeed

Today was a exciting day for me, however it did start a bit late but man I really believe I opened some eyes today on the world of big people and how one can be art.

This morning was pretty relaxed, just hung out around the house, sent my resume off to a few places, cause rent can't get paid by itself.

So anyways back to the exciting part of the day.

So I was very much impressed with the painter who showed up to paint me, from the moment I started speaking with him two days earlier, he was professional and very kind.

He showed up right on time, as well as Rick Wilking.
His blog from where he works is here, so everyone can understand finally who the hell is Rick.....
http://blogs.reuters.com/rick-wilking/

The painter was named David his model mayhem profile can be viewed here:
http://www.modelmayhem.com/891050

Let me talk a bit about David for a moment, he first stated when he arrived I was the biggest model he had ever worked with and was shocked that I had written numerous other painters and was turned down, but was happy about the opportunity.

David was a real blast to work with, he let me pick my colors and said that out of the favorites I had sent him that he would like to do it but to throw his own style with the design, which is preferred, tells a lot about an artist.

I asked him about the candy paint set and he said he would need much more time to do it, which was totally understandable. David worked at an extreme pace for body painters, at least from those who were in the room, said he was very fast for the body he was working with.

He is very passionate about the human canvas and I really hope he gets the opportunity to paint more amazing bodies and to one day own his paint shop for cars, because this boy has got talent!

Alright, so today was the second day I worked with Rick Wilking's, I really think that I inspired him that things that are positive and art can go together.

He made a comment yesterday that he had never experienced what he had experienced that day, in over 30 years of photo journalism, and what do I do to him again? The same exact thing.

During the time that we were talking he asked me why do I seek out project's like this.

I was like there is a big misconception in society today that big people can't do the same things that skinny people or average sized people do, plus I have always wanted to be painted, mixing paint and a canvas such as a women with curves, is nothing but amazing.

He stuck around for a bit and photographed me being painted, David and all of that and I really got the feeling he was very impressed by the body painter David and I think he really understood why I wanted to show a different art form and bring body painters and women/men of size to a whole new positive light.

So in 30 years, Rick got two days that he thought he would never experience or imagine in his life.

It was nice showing that not only can I have a positive attitude one day, but it's the same day in and day out.

I hope that he does a story on the world of body paint and how a person's body can be an awesome canvas for beautiful things.

I am looking forward to the rest of the week and going swimming tomorrow or Thursday and really excited about the bit, yes fat people do exercise. haha

Anyways that is my diary for the day, but all I have to say is that today again lite the fire and door for more exciting things and I hope to continue to push the envelope on what a big person can do and to break the molds of what is "accepted" in society.

Here is a few photos from today, enjoy!

I dreamed.....

So last night I was laying in bed focusing my energy on positive things in life and the dream I remember when I woke up this morning was.....

I dreamed about money and having lots of it. I dreams of having 50's and hundreds.

Is that my future so that I can get caught up on rent and have money for wonderful amounts of food.

Keep dreaming that and it will happen in no time.

Paparzzi....

Had my first experience as if I was followed around by a paparazzi. Rick Wilking followed me around today as I did various shoots and hear about what I thought on size and size acceptance.


I am also working with him tomorrow as well with body painting with a painter named David. Really excited and looking forward to this very much and will write more when I am not tired or falling asleep at the keyboard.

Buxom Beauty Plays In The Park

Hey Everyone,

Hope everyone is having a great start to a new week! In this update it's about about the buxom beauty Gabi. In this photo, the main photo you can see Gabi stuck between two bars and pushing her fat towards you. In the three other sample pictures, you get to come along and see all the fun Gabi is having at the park and playground! So stop by GainingGabi.com to see this new and hot set!

Much Love,
Gabi

Reuters....

Late last night I was contacted through a personal message from Rick Wilking, who is a photographer for Reuters which is an online source for news, including but, not limited to NBC, MSNBC and other big source news sources online.

Rick said he wanted to a do a project on plus size women and those who are happy with themselves and that he was contacting different people around Denver who where comfortable in there own skin.

There is no pay for this type of project but I think this would be a good opportunity all around in helping the world to accept all sizes and shapes.

This morning I logged in and the message I read last night, was no more, not exactly sure what happened but I did contact Rick through email and really hope that you may contact me in the future for this project.

I realize that the one place that we have issue with "Fat" people or people of size are those of us in America, other places around the world size is welcomed and not neccassary a bad thing....

I have done everything I can to get this project rolling but I do hope that I am able to be apart of this project and show that yes plus size people can be happy too.

Bonus Update! It's All About BBW Drow's Big Belly!

Hey Everyone,

Guess who is back at GainingGabi.com? BBW Drow has stopped by to enlighten us all in her awesome growing body. In this photo you get to see all of BBW Drow softness with her massive growing belly, she is biting her lip ever so sweetly and is grabbing her belly with one hand. Plus there is three teaser pictures with this update photo so you can get to see what is inside and how much Drow has grown. BBW Drow wanted me to tell everyone that she has gained over 40 pounds for all those who enjoy extra pushin for the cushion! So stop by GainingGabi.com to see this set of a natural redhead!

Hugs,
Gabi

My Frustrations.....

I am not really sure what is going on with my financial stands at the moment but the last year or so has been a real struggle and the last few months have been even worse.

I have all these bills stacked against me and not enough money to cover the bills and the responsibilities that I have to cover.

It is scary when the barrel that one is looking down is really scary and that one begins to get stressed out and not knowing what to do.

When one's income goes from manageable to OMG, its just change, how I will survive off the little bit of change I have and the little bit of money that I have to survive.

The situation at the moment is scary and I really don't know how I will pay the basic life necessities this coming month or months I shall say.

I have been laid off my real life job because of the economy, when the economy bounces back, I maybe able to return to it and get back to life as I know it.

I am actually scared as to how I will survive the coming months.....

How will I cover travel costs, like basic bus service, rent and food.

My financial situation has become dire and I have to do something before it gets any worse.

Maybe move to Antarctica.......

Finally.....

About a year ago I had a blog and took it down because I really didn't want family reading it, however with recent developments in my life, I feel as if it might be ok to write again, and soon show my mom and family that being big and being a web model isn't a bad thing. I know my mom totally doesn't understand it and not sure if she ever will, but I hope that with time and patience and some understanding that modeling is apart of who I am and very much apart of size acceptance.

I have realized that even though people may not understand why I do what I do or why I model, but I mean speaking on size acceptance and also doing more, like being a plus size model, is doing it too, does that count?

I understand that with a blog it helps not only for people to understand what is going on in one's life, where I plan to go, my thoughts and feelings and also it shows people who are interested in me more about my websites and if after reading this blog they can discover me and the other details about my life, including my modeling.

I plan to write at least 2-3 times a week here and family now know about my modeling, even though they may night understand it, that it's all on the table and hope in due time they will come to love that side of self awareness and love for oneself.

This is all new for me, its unfamiliar and it's really different being totally honest about my modeling and all that, but in time I hope that become easier with my family.

Hopefully this new development will grow with our relationship with trust and love and understand that this is who I am and it's not a bad thing.